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So yeah, I just found out that Mat, the guy i'm dating is moving back home to Oklahoma, tonight for a job offer. I'm happy for him but I feel like I'm being incredibly selfish because I want him to stay here. I don't know why I'm so upset about this, I've never felt like this before.
Always constantly say to me "Fuck you"? You know life is so much easier when your single and alone. it really is. It hurts when you want to see someone so fucking bad but you can't because of parental restrictions. Seriously, I can never do anything right. Whatever I don't know what to do anymore.
I think the worst part of my job is when I make a kid cry, like I did today, its the worst feeling in the world.
this may be the worst feeling in the world. and theres no way i can get rid of it.
So my parents found out today that I got an MIC (minor in consumption) because fucking ASU sent my notice of citation to my home address and not my dorm mailbox that "reportedly on or around february 4, 2007 you were arrested and/or cited by Arizona State University Department of Public Safety for Consumption of Alcohol under the age of 21" my parents flipped a shit and called me.
so now I'm at home. they made me come home. i have to live here until my court date which is on march 6th, i have to get a second job and pay for my insurance and live at home next year. more punishments to come. and after I move back to the dorm i have to go home on the weekends.
this is the shittiest birthday I've ever had. fucking 19. though I had an awesome time with my friends last night.
Listening to the Beatles makes everything in life so so much better.
especially with this crapload of homework.
Total up your offences and see what you owe

ever had sex in a funeral home -- $100
Smoked pot -- $60
Did acid -- $80
Ever had sex at church -- $200
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $155

Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with the love of your life -- $100
Vandalized something -- $20

Had sex on your parents bed -- $124
Beat up someone -- $20

Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10

Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50

Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20

Went skinny dipping -- $5

Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10

Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10

Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5

Got oral -- $5

Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25

Stole something -- $10

Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15

Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25

Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25

Went streaking -- $5

Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15

Played spin the bottle -- $5

Done something you regret -- $20

Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25

Had anal s ex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5

Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

Tally it up and Title it..."My Fine Is
I will learn this dance, if its the last thing I do.
I will learn this dance, if its the last thing I do.
so is it a bad thing that on the second day of classes you can barely keep your eyes open in class? Well it doesn't really help that I stayed up til 2am watching Beer Fest then waking up at 10am for my 11:40am classes, which by the way is so fucking huge. Its my physical geography class and I'm thinking its going to be a good class because my professor kept playing clips from Lord of the Rings and other random ass things. All my classes except for English are lectures and are between 200-500 people. So it should be really interesting this semester. I'm already enjoying my classes.